The sun set instantly
Sleep did not come easily
To wake was my biggest fear
Like a child I wanted to hide
In a cupboard...in the darkness
Where no one could see me
And I could not see anyone
I felt my heart was exposed
For the world to see
And all the hyenas were laughing
Poking at it repeatedly as it bled
In my heart I knew it would end
But the road was long and steep
To describe the pain would be fruitless
And prove me stupid
For my words will not make sense
It is a feeling one can only feel
But never share with another
It is not the love I cried for
Or the passion we shared
But that you would be absent in class
That you would never again
Be available at my every whim
The companionship we shared
The silly habits we loved
The songs we boldly sang to together
The way I fitted into your arms
And how your mouth moved when you smiled
But that is all it is and will be
Just a mere memory to me
Something that happened a long time ago
I just wonder
If I will ever find another being
Who made it feel like the first time
Everytime I saw them
Love
Budgie
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