I found myself

I found myself
Green, pink, red, yellow, red, black
I am not a rainbow
But a dough of all shades of all colours
I am the rain during the sunshine
And summer in June
I found myself
Ready for all flowing my way
Filtering only that deserves me
Giving only to that serves all
Rejecting all that crucifies humanity
Against all that raises my hair
Honest with me
I found myself
Unapologetically so
I have no size
No timetable
No must should cant's
Only choices for which I live
I found myself
I have happiness untapped
Deep within me where only God lives
No thing can infect that center
Everything can come from it
I need no thing to awake it
But the me I found
I found myself
Who knows nothing
But yet wants everything
Aware of all costs related
And ready to accept
Living in this minute
Forgiving myself a tad bit more
I found myself
Lost in me
Wandering around me
Blinded by what doesn't matter
Distracted by reality unreal
Pulled by dreams so real
I found my freedom