To remember

I didn't mean to forget you
Its just that, you fell of the list
Oh maybe you decided to move
Maybe you were never there
Maybe I had what I created on
I meant to love you
And tried even when you said no
I was but a child
And you were but a child
To you, not to me
You were rather rude
You never played fair
Because I needed your protection
Fearless I was fearful you are
Maybe that is the hill
Maybe you see you in me
And I am all the possible that you rejected
I am the recklessness you fear
The colour that blinds you
So, I will reverse into the galaxy
Where we sit and sip tea
Where you know me and I am you
In that corner where you let me be
And believe I will make you proud
Because you are me
I really didn't mean to forget you
But it all became chronic
A decision had to be made
In the hope that you understood me
Read between the lines
Hear inbetween the silence
A silence that saved me
From the chronicness
Maybe in time in space
Inbetween the planets and stars
We will have a second
To love, to forgive, to be in the moment
To remember